guess what?
hm..'tually, there's no need to guess. i kinda like expected it already *shrugs*
i had this nagging feeling when i got up today. i had like some weird feeling taht today would suck. a lot.
anwyay,ya, the friggin' chi oral didn't go too well. i could tell. it was like...my mind totally blanked out when i was like talking halfway through a sentence. Imagine that! you talk talk talk, crap here crap there, then prepare to get to the point, then suddenly forgot what you had originally intended to say. great timing isn't it. drats.
hah. worse still, the xing wen hua ti (newspaper question)they asked, was familiar. there was this sense of deja vu when i heard it. ya..then i started...a few seconds later, i totally blanked out. At that point in time, i was like OMIGOSH ARGGHHH WHAT THE OMIGOSHHHHH...
then, two words formed in my head...
DIE LIAO
yep, those were the exact two words i was like, die liaooo ..not hope already..*panick panick*
*grips chair tighter*
one really dumb thing was when they asked me whether there was a park near my home.
i said yes. then later, they asked this question(obviously in chinese ): what would you want your ideal park to look like/be.
uh yeah, it seems like an easy question. but then, i didn't know why my mouth was like, kinda hanging limply...ya, you get the idea?
then i finally replied: wo li xiang de gong yuan shi yao da da de (my ideal park shoud be big big one). then i stopped.
stupid right.
i was cussing myself when i left the chair...and what;s wo3rse, taht JM behind me..he spoke for 10 minutes plus.
i'm dead meat
someone please comfort me
someone please fare worser than me
someone please help me
humprh. i seriously hate oral. especially chinese oral. english, its okay...ya can just crap your way out

souless;4:54 PM

chinese oral tomorrow. whoopie! i'll get to exercise my throat a bit. i'll get to 'skip' a few periods. i'll get to eat an early lunch. What's more, a maths and e maths test are also on. great isn't it.
okay, i know i sound rrreeaallyy sarcarstic 'bout tomorrow. can't help it. i bet everyone would probably do teh same. seriously, i'm just like hoping that i won't get tongue-tied. worse still, kick the examiner's leg. i seem to always do that. no idea why though...

souless;9:29 PM