darkness inhibits my soul.
i'm feeling all the more sleeplier as the days fly by.
Worse still, its only tuesday.
Can't wait for Youth day to come.
at least then, we'd have a break.
Its a short break.
twenty-four hours.
We'd probably spend half sleeping anyway
that leaves us twelve
to laze about,
to watch TV,
to blog...
At least its a break:
we don't have to go to school.
we don't have to feel homesick.

Our hectic school life,
keeps us in sch most of the day
the saying 'treat your school as your 2nd home',
in this case fits in without a doubt
its somewhat ironic.
our second home
isn't home a place where you enjoy being?
a place where textbooks are frivolously tossed aside?
isn't home a place where you totally let go of yourself?
a place where the devil emerges?
Perhaps i'm thinking too much,
blogging too much,
wanting people to appreciate what I have given

come to think of it,
life's like that.
there's no way to avoid growing up,
to avoid going to school
i'm pretty sure many lil' tricks have been employed,
just to get outta having to go to school.
The devious lil' ones,
with even cunning minds
to fake a cold,
or even a fever,
perhaps even an acute stomachache.
our loving parents would,
most possibly tell us to stay at home.
How many times can these 'weapons' be used?
once ? twice?
probably not more than three.
I call those tricks 'weapons'
making use of our parents care and concern.

i figured, as ya grow older,
these tricks no longer work.
As we mature,
our parents too, grow wiser
No more making up of silly excuses
No more faking of illnesses.
'ever heard of the boy who called wolf?',
they would constantly reprimand
again, the teenage adolescence strikes.
the united answer,'No',
followed by an innocent look.
hah. this would only get you,
a really dirty look and in worse cases,
a much deserved slap on your face.

i guess i should end soon;
considering it's getting kinda late.
besides, tomorrow's a school day.
Wednesday, tuesday, thursday, friday,
four more days to go.
The much desired weekend,
is still far ahead, i fear.
Tomorrow. wednesday.
another long dreary day to look forward to.
i know i'm being sarcarstic.
can't you tell?
Well, you can't blame me,
there's no reason to anyway.
this' my blog.

souless;9:31 PM

Hip hip...hurray! yeah! school's just re-opened. I'm happy, i'm excited. Not.
we kinda had a change of teachers, chem and bio. sadly, Phy remained unchanged...ah well, anyway, yar, i ended up sitting with siau tian. Should be interesting. Not.
well...it was either him or u know who...the isolated one...the one who kept pissing our geog teacher off in sec two, yar...him. And, as with any 3 year old kid could tell ya, i went for the obvious place...
first day at school, teh same ol' people but with different blah hairstyles, different blah hair length. -_-
anyone reading this entry would know i'm feelin' frustrated and bored.
great, went to play aero a few mins before. hah. and i found teh quincy bow NPC. smart ol' me! anyway, i guess its no big secret now since its location is like plastered all over the forums. arg..teh items needed are like...so difficult to obtained...i guess teh most challenging one being teh alarm mask...3000 needles of alarm(i happen to have 100plus at teh moment) gosh...how long would it take to kill 3000 alarms? years and years...okok...weeks probably.
*sigh* hope teh hols come sooner.

souless;6:34 PM

yar, anyway, the rebonding didn't go all well as expected ah well, i don't really fell like talking 'bout it right now. and guess what? aero's down...again. yep, thats teh main reason to why am i so faithfully blogging down here.
hah, we had a lil' get together last night, xinyi, yuquan, cuifang and me, in msn i mean. well, it was pretty sweet, i suppose taht all of us whould have changed -alot over these 3 long years. our hair, our height, our attitude too perhaps. actually, i can't seem to wait to meet up one day with em' perhaps i'll not even recognise em at all! Lol
anyway, i'll go check on aero once more.hope it's fixed

souless;10:46 AM

s'guys, i'm gonna rebond ma hair today. uh, yar, i admit, i'm kinda like havin' second thoughts, like what if it turns out horribly wrong.
what if i turn out looking like a complete geek
what if it turns out making me look worser tahn i ever did before
what if my hair can't take teh treatment and starts falling out
what if...
what if...
oh never mind.
anyway, if ya don't see me in school on Mon, you'll know why...
i'm too ashamed to meet anyone.
I'll just slack away at home
ya... speaking of slacking, i was like doing practically nothing yesterday, well, except karaok-ing recording silly songs(its all in my hp....damn funny and hahahahah)
ya. my cous and i spent like a few hours? yes? no? recording em and the result, stomachaches due to excessive laughing and straining of stomach muscles.
also, just reminding that it is a great privilage to see me update uhhuh. it is ok. that's mainly because _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
guess...
ok..teh ans: i cannot play aero.
yer, just when things got exciting, i lagged out. urgggggggggggggggggggggggggg

souless;10:39 AM

hah. i got bribed. well, kind of. and guess what, i accepted the bribe. who could deny it. hah.
ya see, it went like this, this morn, my father wanted me to accompany him to the shopping centre. as always, i refused...politely then, he said: if i buy u a card(the sim card) leh
me: hmm...maybe...(i was like watching the yu-gi-oh show at taht time.LOL)
*considers a while*
me: ok lor...
LOL
then we went lor..anyway, i think my number is..umm..97156 uhh..something something(forgot liao)
anywya, i'm using teh handphone..the brand arh..samsung uhh..dunno lar
i would have actually prefered teh motorola V3 hah but it was like 4oo plus with 2 yrs contract. my mum said she would buy it for me in a few months time or whatever.

souless;2:21 PM

yep, i'm back. Miss me? guess not. -_-
anyway, yar, a quick summary of my lil' holiday. well, at first we went to genting, and i was like, shocked with my courage. i tried teh space shot, ya know, the one that goes all the way up and then plunges right down? yep, that one. seriously, i didn't know what possessed me to do taht, perhaps it was my mum. she kept saying...bu yong jin la (loosely translated as nvm lar) just shang xia shang xia only what (just go up go down only) then my father or whoever said that it was just like taking a lift. Being the very umm...trusting person i am *sniggers* i went on with it. guess what? i had a shock of my life i would like, never forget taht weird feeling when i plunged down, worse still, when teh thingy reached the highes point, it stopped there for what seemed like hours to me, then i was liek shutting my eyes tight and preparing myself for the shock...then, when i waited for like so long, i decided to open my eyes, guess what happened next, it was like so typical...the thing just deopped down. it was like, everything wa in a blur, my hear almost stopped, i had simply no time to react at all lor..LOL
oh yar, then i met-no i should say i saw a guy from my class. what to do? obviously i like, shunned his direction and like, bent down a lil' lower...
-hate meeting familiar faces (esp those of sch mates) when on holiday.
oh yar, and i never expected to meet a fellow ragnarok player, tho he was playing in a different server, but then, ro is ro...(ok...i'm lame here) anyway, we met him when in sunway, in one of the shops near the ice skating rink and, we sorta exchanged pointers, he was playing on a malaysian server, i think irisis or something like that.
we were like
Bro: ay?? ragnarok leh *points to computer screen)
Me: *peers at screen) oh yar hor
*both looks excitedly at person beside screen)
the guy: Ay? u all also play arh
me and bro: yar
the guy: what charc?
me: high wizz
the guy: orh..what server you all playing?
Me: aero
the guy: HUH?? arrow??
me: a...e....r....o...
The guy: ohh..korean server arh
us: yeah
bro: then u play what server ah?
the guy: irisis(dunno what he was saying)
*blank looks*
the guy: malaysian server...
me and bro: ohhhh..(fake understanding)
And by that time, we bought our stuff..paid...left..
anyway, i guess it was a great holiday, well, except for the fact that i was kinda missing aero badly, even dreaming about it at night. LOL

souless;5:15 PM

yup, i'm going off tomorrow *shrugs* anyway, it swas like, a very interesting conversation was going on just now..

bro: daddy i tell you arh, if bai guo (literally translated as white country) sing bai ge (white song), then hei guo(black country) sing hei ge(black song_, then fa guo (hair country or france) sing what song?
dad: so easy...fa ge lor (or as everyone knows, yeah, that work..i-c-u-c-i-c plus er...or ****er)

lolz sian leh, won't be able to play aero for five whole days, haha, my fatehr said that there's broadband therer and we should bring teh laptop over. haha if only we could. Then i wouldn't be suffering from aero-sickness

souless;3:12 PM

yer. anyway, we supposedly 'did' our projects by like trying to find some related books at the library, hah. instead i ended up reading TCZ plus other comics. *laughs* anyway, me and lynnette are now suppossed to find some slimming pills and how they're classified. bah. booring...planning to play aeRO at 4plus...cause its not so crowded then. going to change job to high novice liao. haha...anyway, just to update, i've got a priest as well. weird hor. cuz i can't seem to healboom undead monsters. weird. and guess what? i added like 50 over strength. cuz its the only way to lvl up faster.they will laugh their heads off if tehy hear about it. a stupid priest who can't healboom, but hit with a even dumber book. arg. anyway, going off to do chem wrksheet. buh-bye

souless;3:31 PM

haha. can play aeRO liao. anyway, its because of aeRO that i am pissed. And it's also because of aeRO that i'm also happy. weird huh. arg. i keep lagging outta teh freakin server!!! and it can only like taje 1050 people only..wahh adn problem is, there are much much more tahn 1050 people playing!! gosh. seriously...haha well, i've got twp characters so far, wiz (eugenia told told benjamin didn't mind) and monk (uhh...) yeah, too bad they didn't have nun.haha anyway, i'm off to try once again, since they keep saying...server still recognises your last loggin. please try again after a few minutes...duh...i've like been trying and trying in teh past dunno how many minutes...waited for at least 5 minutes.. arggg..anyway...ARGGGGGGGGGGGGG

souless;4:22 PM

siling rocks hehehehheheeeeeeeeeeeee
yoyoyo wADS UP MAN.. CAT GOT UR TONGUE U BIG BIG BIG FAT STICKY BABOON..=) =) +) ... ?????????????????????????????????
POST TIS IN HOH...............................................................................+)=0=)


seriously, i am undoubtedly ashamed of what my sis had written...but then, lets just say, i'll give her the ahem ahem honour of her umm.. short post to be up on my blog..yeah right.
anyway, i must say that i was pretty surprised to my father's reaction when he saw my report card. he was like all smiles and had this weird concerned look asking me ifi had any problem or whatsoever. it turned out that he had sneakilly sneaked a look at my test papers the otehr night. arg. no wonder. anyway, i felt knida weird. simply cause i was not used to that reaction of his.

souless;10:53 AM