haha our sch asked us to come to sch...(not forgetting it was like sooo early...9am ) just to tke our results which i don't really like. I was like...WHAT?!?! oh wth...luckily, the results were a printed...no red marks visible...lolz. ok...i failed..but no so miserably as some others...class test..but thenm Cmooon test, i didn;t fail ok...i know this must have like bored everyone out so...i'd better stop yakling away 'bout my lil' result slip.

SFY date:4.4.2005how nice, two 4s in a row.Auspicious?! i think not. O well never mind i gotta go..oh yeah 'boutr the rap titled desert...i'm in my cousin's house now so i can't really be bothered to run back and take it here to type. haha
o yaeh there is this certain fad of playing basketball going around in my cousins now so everyday...staring from last saturday, we woiuld all trod happily with our Fila basketball to horizon gardens..then is like,,,the security there dun find it werid one meh?!WEIRD ok..so long for now.

souless;10:15 AM

ok..i was like kinda out of my mind and i supidly went along with all my cousins to play...basketball...arg..thou i know very well tt i kinda suk at it...o well...we alll suked at it except well maybe shaun, lishan jie jie and her bf...their damn good...so we were like total freaks...with them. lol..w.e went at aaround 830pm...aft the dinner wich our table was jinxed at the bottle tree restaurant or sth...forgot...it was like...we kept spilling our drinks and toppling our food whatsoever....unluckily...boy, am i feelin so weird.

ok...and it's like we were trying to do the lyout or sth...weirdly, i anyhow run run run. dribble dribble dribble, then right foot, left foot, jump...anyhow throw the ball then for no apparent reason, the ball went in the net!! i was like...HUH...i didn't even look where i was throwing an it went in?!?!?! gosh, real cool.lolz
i suffered a few loses tho...i wasn't really paying any attention then the next thing i knew, a huge orange ball-like-thingy was comin at my face at like 10000000000000000kmper hour...WHAM...BAM...hit my face lor...lol. It was cool. not
my specs was sth like dislocated and my face was soore...very SORE...
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ok...then later at home...11plus, i was feelin damn bored and so, i went about creating some raps
don't laugh...

Rap number one...titled exams (9cuz i couldn't think of anything else)

Now i'm starin at nothing, with my head in a whirl.
An' i'm feelin de-pressed cos it's the common test.
Don't wanna be a loser. a street corner boozer;
But neither do i want to be a geeky freaky nerd.

Smart Alecs holdin all Aces, with smiles on their faces
I stare into e' mirror, an' my face's all weird.
Frowning, lookin' really sad, whatever'

Cos' on my report card, there's not one Ace
It's scribbled with 'orrible red marks,
compliments from my t'chers

I'm feelin' down so i take e' lift up
1st storey, 2nd storey, all e' way up
The 31st storey, i calmly walk out,
i feel' a sense of calmness,
i've neva' felt before.

My report card still following me,
i scribbled a quick note: au revoir!
An' i stepped up on e' railings, down i go.
Suicide? Killin' mah' self? call it whatever u wan'

The wind cutting thru' mah' face,
i fly down like a bird.
weird, falling down seems quicker than when u go up.
Much easier
much much easier
W.H.A.M.
A bloody sickening sight.
Blodd splatering ev'rywhere,
an' mah' report card's even redder
Halleujah

lol...i know it's kinda lame but never mind.i kninda like it...rather sadistic


ok...the 2nd rap titled Desert

Mounds of sand, Gusts of wind.
Emptyness, nothingness, whatever
shit...my father came home...i shall continue later ...

souless;11:50 AM